I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU

31 . OCTOBER . 2010

我爱你央

I MADE FOE U

i still remember that night

you ask me to be your girl

all the promises

about love and trust

you said to me

and i said yes

with my heart open

that is the night

when it all begin

i told him

my heart belong

to another man

he knew 

and heartbroken

i have to say

it was all my fault

i thought it was the end

i thought i won't cry over him

but i was wrong

my tears keep falling down

my cheeks

just like a heavy rain 

flooding through the city

little least that i known

i may had love him

even just a bit

makes me want him

not to leave me

not to end our relationship

i noticed these few days

we often misunderstand

and that lead us 

to the end

but yet 

we keep it going

 and now i know

 to appreciate you

before i lose you again

I LOVE YOU

SIM HOCK SOON

take me to ur heart

sory .. been a long time since my last post .. too busy with ma life !

heheh ! i promise to be active .. 

so .. my life currently .. 

well .. same old same old .. 

a lot of stress from vacation though ! huhhhh ! 

wish dem all just fly away ! 

=,= !

anyway, miss my bie  .. 

but rarely contact .. : (

so sad lorhh .. hmmmmmmmmmmm !

but still, love him so much ! and nothing can change that ! 

heeee !!

me n him

hello guys !

hahahaha mesti korang hairan kan?

kenapa lah aku ni naep benda alah tok

guna huruf terlampau lah besar.

hahahahaha

just want to tell you that im happy!

fuckin happy now!

but sad haha .

blah ;)

seriously ehh. percaya tak ?

haha :D

semalam dah puas aku gaduh dgn bie :(

sedih sangat .

kadang2 aku tak suka la cara dia layan aku :(

dia menkn aku macam apa .

tapi takpa lah .

sunan, aku sayang kau bha !

aku tak peduli apa org kata!

asal kan aku bahagia!

kau sayang aku

aku pun sayang kau!

kau sayang aku kan ? :(

hmm

aku rindu lh kat kau bie

lama dh aku tak jmp kau

masih ada 4 hari lagi aku bercuti di sibu :(

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

tapi takpa .

aku tetap tunggu hari kita jumpa :)

p/s i love sunan .<3

 

                          lots of love  ebaa

dia merajuk lagi ..

heyya. wah wah. petang yang not da rytemood aku post !haha. aaa. yaa. pa ku mok cyta. aeee HIM yes HIM bhaa. everything dh terang2 already.yar kha . .lom gix aee gix ntah lh. . no offense yar kha. .

wateva. .

bulak ku mdh ku c cdey. i'de lie ku bulak saya tipu kmk bulak. hwaa .yaa. phl? tah lah. aku pown c twuq wark phl. ahahah. 

aRy marex ku Kae ngan nya. .apUu. .pAma mAi . .hoho. .nya men2 kn ku. .mun takoank pown sa cham saki ati bha. .majoq mena2 ku. .tang da tgn ku pandey op hp. .

kimen na sa tym yar. .ku ng moody bish2. .c twuq pha al nya pya ilak. .mox jaq ku nybt. .wey . .pha sygg mox kae ngan ku kh adh awl nyman ku sedia lok. .huhu. .smpt moyah lawak.

dr tghri dk ku stat nangis pea. .apuu bna upha ku ngs . .

CONGEK AEEE!!

 bodoo. aee byk na mcj. kwn ku  .

aee nyha c da mcj ku. .

cdeh ku

nya c ingt ku lh yar

mox ngs. .tang da ku ngs udk

jaex na lakiey yar. .

mlesh ku . .

p/s i rili love you dear :))

nothin

satu lagi hari yang penuh dgn kebosanan...haihhh...susahnye...tak der ke ari2 yang tak perlu think of him???...arghhh...im sick and tired!...enough is enough...let me stop and breath!...i need to live my life!...i need to move on...life sucks..wth kwn ku yg hvg prob deq ku nok poret. .ntah lh. .juz want him badly ryte now
Sucks wen ur in love wit a guy and he doesnt love u back,
and jus tells u lies constantly.
 yet u fall more in love with him and he jus keeps shredding your heart..why cant we let go ?

    Yeah dat ryte must he do. .
it hurts. it does. it hurts more when the sweet memories pop up in mind. it hurts remembering how sweet him was and how him changed into a complete stranger. it hurts to be dumped when you had just lost your someone loves it hurts when him is not there for you to get through the hardest moment in your life .but...
  i believe that things happen for reasons.and guess what? I'm a stronger person

                                                                                                   

mode borink

gahh .

boring :/

bruk pas mam

ilek ilek jp

gu msg dtg

ah ciken .

cakiwt atiey ku eh .

mun kwu c mox mecez  ku pdh lh

boh lek an ku gix bhe

g jaq kwu nun

huh

ah

geram .

>>

gu msg sygg .

asa setwun jaq aee

cewah hahah

hUhU

kU cYgg nYa

ku mwah tOx xctLy

astga windu mna2 ku ngn nya. .

dOw dh lha ku chentha nya ilak2

aww

oUk bHe

cdHa lhA.

cpHa. .

nNtq nYa bLt Jaq lh. .:D

nya keja wark=[

oKe2

phm phm :D

hee

..

ah sygg

windu sygg :(

sygg sygg

indu sygg glak :((

gahh.

:(

sYggg

cYgg cHentha ketat2 ngn sYgg yar!!

c pat moq longgar gix. .

huhu

:D

 dont forget one easily,
i dont love someone easily
bt i do trust ppl easily.
bt 1 thing dat u should noe iz 
dun try mox rampaz nyha ry ku bhe
ku sygg nyha jaq
juz tayk
"sim hock soon'

My Hero ..

' don't leave the one you love for the one you like
because the one you like will leave you for the one he/she love
think about it '

well thanks alot for this comment but obviously , you dont know me
im not leaving anyone to be with someone else
it will never gonna happen , EVER
i dont like somebody new , okay ?
it is hard for me to fall in love
end of story , nghhh ;|

my feeling for you , it will remain
IT'LL NEVER CHANGE
enough said

i want 2 tell u

eVeRyoNe cAn sEe Hu i appear tO bE. .bUt u jUz dUn nOe mE [=

 i;m nOt pErfEct!! i'm aNnoY eU! i pIss u oFf!! SaY sTupId sTufF, n tAke iT bAck.
BuT pUt aLl Dat asIde N i'm sUre u wiLl sEe u"ll nEva fInd a gErL daT cAres n LuV u More Than mE=[

eba sygg sma sim hock soon. .KaMeYk belOnG wIt hIm mY mR sim !!! 

BIE ..

bad things happen just now.im gado w him.hampir break :( feel hurt.
huuu.dunnoe wat will happen afta this
.i need him.huuu.
im sory cz i hurt u b.huuu.feel uncomfortable.
wanna cry and tell everyone dat i love him.huuuu.
i hope he understand.i know wat is real love mean now.
im not playing aroud w his feelin.huuuu.
i hope he can understand.far away from him make me hurt :( i miss him all the time.
i cant stop thinking about him.huuu.
this love burden me.i need my b.i hope he noe now dat i rili love him.huuuu :(

                    i never ever wanted you to feel this way I never ever wanted this All I really want now is for you to stay Please stay with me Please stay with me.!!!

    it may not always be so; and I say
    that if your lips,which I have loved, should
    touch another's, and your dear strong fingers clutch
    his heart, as mine in time not far away;
    if on another's face your sweet hair lay
    in such a silence as I know, or such
    great writhing words as, uttering overmuch,
    stand helplessly before the spirit at bay;
    if this should be, i say if this should be-
    you of my heart, send me a little word;
    that I may go unto him, and take his hands,
    saying, Accept all happiness from me.
    Then shall I turn my face, and hear one bird
    sing terribly afar in the lost lands.
    unlove's the heavenless hell and homeless home
    ...lovers alone wear sunlight.

    yes is a world
    & in this world of
    yes live
    (skilfully curled)
    all worlds


    "... here is the deepest secret nobody knows
    (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
    and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
    higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide)
    and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
    i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)..." b i luv eU!!

    may i feel said he
    i'll squeal said she
    just once said he
    it's fun said she
    may i touch said he
    how much said she
    a lot said he
    why not said she
    (let's go said he
    not too far said she
    what's too far said he
    where you are said she
    may i stay said he
    which way said she
    like this said he
    if you kiss said she
    may i move said he
    is it love said she
    if you're willing said he
    but you're killing said she
    but it's life said he
    but your wife said she
    now said he)
    ow said she
    tiptop said he
    don't stop said she
    oh no said he
    go slow said she cccome? said he
    ummm said she
    you're divine! said he
    you are Mine said she

    i carry your heart with me,
    i carry it in my heart and i'm never without it.
    anywhere i go, you go, my dear.
    and whatever is done, by only me, is your doing, my darling.
    i fear no fear for you are my fate, my sweet.
    i want no world for beautiful, you are my world my true.
    it's you or whatever a moon has always meant,
    and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
    here is the deepest secret nobody knows
    here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
    and the sky of the trree called life
    which grows higher and higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide
    and this is the wonder that is keeping the stars apart
    i carry your heart,
    i carry it in my heart.

 
    "i don't know what it is about you that closes and opens, only something in me understands
    the voice in your eyes is deeper than all roses."
    ~ee cummings~

confession of me ..

aku cdey :(

aku c tauk mok plah pa.

aku xtauk

tox pasaan aku jak

or ny sama juak

aku tauk. jgn bani pdh kat blog

lak org baca.

tp aku .

 c tahan :( aku mok luah pa ku asa

this is my blog. so ? :(((

hak ku ryte

oke

juz lyke diz

aku c tauk.

sama da tox pasaan ku kdrik .

or ny sama juak

aku ulang balit pa yg ku pdh tek .

c tauk knk .

aku asa cam,

im not for u

im not suitable for u .

im not the one who use to be with u :(

aku trus terang pdh tox .

aku c ulawk

ku cyez tox

aku asa macam macam

aku dapat cyta mcm mcm wark ry  kwn aku .

said dun try 2 love sumone

but , idc :(

couse one reason .

i trust u .

i trust on u .

tapi .

pa nak koe wat sejak kebelakangan tox

wat ku pkey ,

ish bena ka koe tox .

cyes ka

or

koe just mok men kan aku ?

mna kha

dow

koe c cygg ku gix kha

dow2

aku confuse

aku c pdh koe papa

aku c mksd papa

tp,

aku confuse .

ku asa cam

aku c d dulik

koe dh brubah eh

bena ku pdh :(

trang skaly dh ku tox

u have changed a lot !
dlok xda koe daktox :(

pey koe mdh 

ku men koe ??

aku c tauk mok pdh pa eh .

realy need someone to talk

gila bani ku mdh lam blog :(

aku c tauk pa niat kw.

tapi,

aku just .

mok tauk .

pahal ? :(((((

aku cdeh. bena bena cdeh :((

aku tauk.aku c ptt pdh kat blog :( aku just :((( hmppp aku just :( ergh ku just mok pdh. AKU SYGG ILAK2 NGAN BIE YAR:(

in not good mood ::((

hahahaha I don't know what to say excatly how much i lurp him . hehe ERMMMMMMM same goes to, blur ! HAHAHAwhat the heck am I talking about ? lol, just forget it. hehehe hey yawwwwwwww! Its time fr updating a new post !  Oh God, please please please don't make my brain bpikir yang DIA X SYG KU LAGI .. tlg lh brain boh gilak berfikir dk yar nya c maksud mao g org laen bh eba ! hahahaha there you go. luahan rasa hati ku is out BAHAHAHAHA //

btw can I be jiwang kjp ? kjp jak kayh ?lamk pon xpa :P <3>

I LOVE YOU BIE ! I rili lov u bie ! i hpe u be wit me n neva said dat thin can hurt me b .Aminnnn :)

bah2. outtt lok. hihihi

IHATEHOWMUCHILOVEYOU

I don't know how to say this,
the words walking through my mind.
I can't put pen to paper,
the sentence I can't find,
for the feelings deep inside my heart.
I pray to god above,
for the right words to tell you,
how much I have fallen in love.

P/S:: I LOVE YOU BIE RILI MEAN IT

LOVEANDHURT:EBAA :)) 

MR SIM ARE MINE

As I sit here and daydream
Of the first day we met
I can still see your eyes gleam
And I feel as if I won a bet
You're mine to keep
For now and forever.

I love you with all my heart,
Our love is so deep
It's as if we are a piece of art
So I'm yours and you are mine.

LOVEYOUKETAT-KETAT 

Be my Valentine

Be my Valentine, my love,
As I will be for you,
And we will love the whole day long,
And love our whole lives through.

For love has no parameters
And does not end with time,
But is the gift of paradise,
A pinch of the sublime.

So let us take this holiday
To resubmit our love
To those within that know no sin
And with the angels move. 

                                                                                                                                 sadnesspari-pari

piece of me ..

Piece of me ...

what can i say ??

i'm unique and i'm not like

other gurl ..

I am MYSELF .

JUST ME 

                                                                                                                                           lovesunan:))

my soldier ..

 Friends are like melons; shall I tell you why? To find one good you must one hundred try.

The best mirror is an old friend.

A faithful friend is the medicine of life

 






Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.
Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.
Just walk beside me and be my friend.

 Who finds a faithful friend, finds a treasure

The rain may be falling hard outside,

But your smile makes it all alright.

I'm so glad that you're my friend.

I know our friendship will never end

 

                peace&love::ebaa:))

ermm ...:))

hahahaha I don't know what to say on my title. tehehe ERMMMMMMM same goes to, blur ! HAHAHA

what the heck am I talking about ? lol, just forget it. hehehe hey yawwwwwwww! Its time fr updating a new post ! wahhh. I just finished with my edited picc. I study how to edit vdeo. wahh. my head goes pening when I'm started to remembering all the notes that has been given by MY SISTAA. fuhhh what the heck. Oh God, please please please don't make my brain lembab gilak berfikir! hahahaha there you go. my sarawak language is out BAHAHAHAHA //

btw can I be jiwang kjp ? kjp jak kayh ? :P <3>

I LOVE YOU BIE ! I hop I'll be with you forever. till we get married! Aminnnn :)

bah2. outtt lok. hihihi

peace&love, ebaa:)

I'M DONE

FINALLY, I'M DONE !

Hello people. hola hola hola. finally! I'm done with my FINAL EXAMINATION  weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the exam is quite good enough fr me. lets talk about my exam! but now i have my vacation bha hehehe

lets see.

1. TEKNOLOGI ELEKTRIK ?

er I'm not too sure with my TE cause I'm not doing it well in my LAST QUESTION, but I'm okay with MY PB :)CONCLUSION  ? yeah I'm pretty sure ! I'm having fun doing it. especially in my paper TE. hehehehe I hope I could score da best one for it :)

2. MATHS ?

I guess I'm doing well in te but maybe just okay in maths. a bit confident with my te subject, cause kat poli. my lecturer merangkap my papa rocker said " ah eba . pb  kamu okaylaaa " then I started to smile widely like a fucking crazy girl ha ha ha . hihi emmmm maths? I have no idea. I hope it will be okay :D

4. SISTEM ELEKTRONIK ?

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :'( MY PB IS DOWN n ... I have no idea. hehehe just wait & see :)

so the conclusion is, I don't even know. I hope I could score a good result.

will make my parents proud of me. will do, amin !

OKAY. IMMA OUT.

DEAR SIM :)

Please never change.

Always stay the way you are.

I like it that way.

P/S

I LOVE YOU.❤

heyya. wah wah. frst blog aku post ! yeah. polah blog bru.haha nok lmk udah d buang. so? haha. aaa. yaa. pa ku mok cta. eee HIM yes HIM bhaa. everything declare already. no offense
bulak ku mdh ku c cdey. i'de lie ku bulak saya tipu kmk bulak. hwaa .yaa. phl? tah lah. aku pnxtwk phl. ahahah. yes nya pdh nya suka dgn ku bh. pahal kah. cmoa cta lbih. cdey ku. hwaaaaaaa sbb nya c pdh dr lok gk ..p ku hepi  huhhu. bah bha aku xpat mdh papa. aok lah. kapel lh. that it. 31 0ctober 2010 .Im done  huhuk. n yes! im done. haha so? just be fun & be free. learn from past & learn from mistake. all that i can do is be hapy all the time! yeah. ahha. aaa.. ehheh. and i miss my friend too. miss them alot! && him. ahahah :DD bh bh. im stop here bha. lelah juwak naep tok e. oke oke. just take care darl. byeeee *blank no colours post right?Simple ;)*

lot of loves,

ebaaaaaaaaaaaa:)